Another day

So its another day.
Well except I had counselling and yet again my afternoon with my BF is ruined.
After the emotional strain on how things make me feel, all I wanted was a nice peaceful evening and dinner with the BF.
But as I was walking to the BF's(yup I was walking with the assistance of my wheelchair) as were walking he gets a phone call from his mate who is coming down now. So I get no time to talk or cuddle instead I have to rain it in a pretend that everything is fine.
It's not like I want to feel loved and wanted, to be close to him instead I'm ignored left to one side and feeling unwanted and unloved again.
I just hate feeling like I wanna cry again, why can't things be simple and easy .

Or even to be asked instead of assuming.
Right now I just want to go home :'(

Learning

I've spent the last week learning, How to walk, how to pace myself and how not to let other people's small minded people make me feel any less of a person.

Great things have happened since my last post... major being stayed over the first night with the BF, was a tad scary but was so nice not having to watch the time.
i also walked to pick the BF up from work another first since my accident by useing my wheelchair to carry everything and me pushing it for stability :D
I know have the date for my first counselling meeting... eeek
I have also signed up to a forum kneeguru to see if I can find much about how other's with my type of injury cope and how they have got on with there life since there accident... however it's a not looking posotive, mainly because not many people have pcl, the majority of people have ACL injuries, which means this is going to be harder than I thought :S
But I'm learning to cope and getting on day by day
2 weeks till the next hospital vist just hope I've been doing well :D